I started working again on Tuesday, yesterday was my day off and im there today 1 - 5.

I can't be arsed but nevermind. I've hurt my  back as well so it will be tougher than normal.

I'm gonna go downstairs now, and eat. Then I suppose I better go to work

I want to change everything about myself quickly. Is that a bad thing?

Its not going to happen quickly but I could try. Its just knowing where to start.

Here are my plans to becoming a better Sarah Lou.

1. Loose Weight

2. Excercise (sp? lol) for at least 30 minutes everyday

3. Save Money

4. Go out more

5. I can't think of a 5th one

So yeah, no doubt I will still be sat here the same silly old skint me but never mind. Thinking of 5 (well 4) things has passed 10 minutes

Me and David went for a drink this afternoon, well 2 to be precise.

At the moment I'm just a depressed wreck, I can't wait to start my job. A week today, just so that I can get out of this stupid house!

Hello. I woke up this morning and expected David to be home very shortly, and he was only to go out again to uni! I thought he was home for the day so I was dissapointed about that.

Now, what could I do? Nothing.

So what did I do? Downloaded music and messed with my iPod.

How fun!

Me and David had a row today. Well he just started shouting at me when I said I was bored and fed up of sitting in the same house everyday and night. It resulted in me crying for about 10 minutes, I was really upset. But David being David just messed around to make me smile before saying sorry and explaining that he wanted his life to be like it was before we lived together in Hull rather than York. It was much better because we went out together and did things and now we don't do anything which I think is really sad.

Anyway, I'm just watching the lottery and I don't really play it but David said that he'd never write down numbers for the lottery without buying a ticket so I just did it for a laugh and I swear on my life this happened!

I wrote down: 13 9 18 28 32 48

The numbers are: 29 30 22 9 48 18 Bonus 23

If I had bought a ticket with them numbers I would be £10 up. How annoyed am I!

Sarah Lou (Me) has exceeded her expectations and managed to get her job back at Wilkos. Okay so its not much but I like working there. Start Date: 7th February at 10am. Get in.

I got stood up today by a stupid friend. I was planning on going to the pub for a few to celebrate my news but never mind.

Bye Bye